Miracle of healing

I had always heard of miracles of healing. However, I always have doubt, since I can't determined the truth of the person injury. However over the times, there are a few case of healing I came to have more trust on. For example, the healing of a almost blind girl in my college and the health restore. According to my friends(I was not there when it happened) the girl whose one eye was blind(if I am not mistaken) was healed by the Lord after she was prayed for.

The one whose health was restore was one of my mother's church member. A person whom my mother had been trying to let him know more of Christianity. I know not of that person personally, however my mother said he drinks and smoked heavily to the point that he have only months to lived because of liver failure.  However the Lords show mercy and grace. Though he is said that his liver damage is irreversible and cannot be heal or cure by doctors, his liver according to the last medical test conduct by the doctors was healed after he was pray by pastors and  sisters and brothers of the church. The lord had done the impossible.The good lord show mercy and grace to everyone. He heal even those who had sin by defied their body. Prayers does work. Blind eyes healed and health restore. 

Puzzle

I had been a Christian for a long time. Being a person who had little or no social activities, I have lots of times to ponder and think about things. Things that concerned about religion, philosophy and logic thinking always popped into my mind. However not all question I've taken them seriously, some just comes or ignore, others left their imprints in me.I guess that happened when you have lots of free time and don't know what to do. One of these question are about offering and cross. 

In my christian life, I had attended many services and missed many of it too. But one things I notice it the service during Sabath day run routinely. there is always the prayers, then the worship- singing hymn which followed by offering collecting and finally sermon. After sermon prayer is prayed before everyone leave. When it time for offering, I had always wonder how the money is used. Some church I know, do charity work and community work that require lots of money to do, but how about those churches that has does not involved in such activities. I had heard that some people who opt for full time ministering or missionary are being paid by the church. It is very noble and faithful to do so but should they been paid for it? I mean minister in biblical time never receive salary.They earn the money themselves. I mean Paul is a tent maker, the twelve disciple are fishermen, even Jesus, son of god is a carpenter. So why nowadays some people get paid for ministering? 

Some other thing bother me also. the cross that had been placed in worshiping hall in some churches. I have read the tenth commandment. one of the commandments clearly said no idolatry. Some people said the cross is to remind them about salvation and Jesus died to save our sin. Yes it is not wrong to remembered Jesus death save us. But can't it be done other way, taking the Holy Communion for example? Isn't praying, singing in from of the cross consider idolatry?

Isaiah 45:7: 
I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the LORD do all these things.


It is clearly state in the bible that He alone create all things that is good and all things that is evil. So I personally think it is wrong for people to said oh no The devil attack me or whatsoever. When people give the example of Job as aid to their argument, they didn't realize that the devil only act with God consent like what happened in Job. Job only under attacked when God give permission. So rather than said some spirit attack me or things similar to it, I think it is better to take any bad situation(bad things that happened to you) as challenge from God and ask for His help and see that if you done anything wrong to deserve bad things happened to you. Sometimes bad things happened to us as a warning from God, if you keep blaming the other spirit for bad situation you be like pushing responsibility. It is like saying one didn't deserve a beating when one's broke a glasses. It is easier to said this and that cause this then admit your mistake and change your ways or improve yourself. 


I know people who think that when one's angry/sad it is because that the spirit of anger enter that's person and then start praying to cast out the spirit of anger. In my opinion it is not wrong to pray but one must realize that it is absurd to blame everything on evil spirit. If that fellow get angry for no reason then maybe you can pray to cast out the spirit of anger. But if you done something to provoke that person then it is you who cause his anger not some spirit.If I were to tore a person book intentionally and he get angry is it that the spirit of anger enter that person or is it that I cause his/her anger?
I think people should stop blaming everything on the evil spirit. When things go wrong, they need to take responsibility, think of a solution and act and pray for help not just praying to cast spirit and do nothing.
If I am wrong please anyone correct me

Haven't think of title yet any idea?

What influence one's person life are his perception. Perhaps you had heard before the expression of empty glass and full glass of water. You can be thankful at having a glass of water or grumble at having only half glass of water instead of a full. Life is always better when one look at the better side, no point grumbling right might as well appreciate for what you had that emo at what you don't have. 

The greatest display of courage is perhaps facing one own challenges instead of others challenges. It easy to have courage when you are helping others but hard when you are facing the challenge. Reason is simple because you know exactly how much risks you taking when making a decision, could be financial and etc. When you understand the risk you will afraid of making decision for fear of the consequences. What if I do this? What if I do that? I should had done this. All ths thought will clouded your decision and at the end of the day you probably decided not to do anything at all. So The most braveful person is the one who able to face failure not just overcome things but to face the consequences that his action brought 

Temporary Employment

I had been feeling bore and unproductive during my vacation from studies. I am so use to my routine in college that I was unable to feel alive away from my usual routine- Da kei, study, and socializing with friends and mourning . If there was something for me to do I guess things would be better. Anything; family trip, work( I couldn’t find any job as it already middle of the month after my sem) or anything to distract me. I guess this is what made us human. Humans are after all habitual being, they are only comfortable in doing routine stuff. I guess I was over adaptive

Then out of the sky, Ny mother requests my natural, born-with leadership skill in her shop as a supervisor. It’s is laundry shop that packed with clients all the time and require great accounting skill ( which I posses) and leadership skill to increase productivity. So I said why not since I wasn’t doing anything I could learn something from it as well. it been a while since I assist my mother in her shop.

No matter how many times I work there, I always felt like the first time I work there-amuse and cautious. The customers which came by to have their laundry wash are quite amusing. Some of them was demanding their laundry in child like manner striking the counter childishly and yelling like a child. I was amuse and scare at the same time. Feeling fear that he bringing trouble and amuse by his comical behavior as well. Of course the fact the workers explain to me that he not angry or anything just the way he is help too.

But some are don right rude. Some just give you the weird stare and talk like you are some second class citizen. But I guess that just normal as well given the fact that I seldom being there.

The most troublesome is I have to guard the cash box and record book. It a troublesome job as I had to look out for any fast swindling that the workers might pull. I had to record every transactions being done a trouble job indeed considering many customer come in and out and only one me in the counter .

However at the ends of day, I learn quite a lot. I learn not to judge at first value. People who seem bad can be good and vice versa and learn that working in any way is hard. After observe how hard my mother and workers works  it teach me that Money doesn’t grow on tree, it come by every sweat and blood.  Saving every penny for their family when their own needs are ignore sure teach me the value of money Guess I should less da kei

Awesome men with the Ong outing

Awesome men outing

8/5/2010. A date I could never forgot ever until the end of the world. It made me think what am I doing until now? What laborious life had turned me into? It is a wonderful day indeed. It reconnected me to nature as my DNA was Seriously I had never feel this refresh before That day my friends and I had an outing in Sungai Kancing. It all started when we(me, Raja,Andrew Stephan and Keneth) talking about outing that we fail to organised in the past. than one guy suggested Sungai Kancing as a our outing for us to chill before assignment or course work begin to pill up. that guy is Tommy

 made to. It is a day where I and my friends had an outing in Sungai Kancing. 

  

I thank him and Kenneth for that and for providing transport to me. The natural surrounding made me feel good. I enjoy the outing. though a bit tiring. I feel like muscle cramp when we were walking through the hill took all my strength I was surprise I still can swim and play with water. Speaking of water, I feel the need to announce that the water was crystal clear man and I never saw such a graceful waterfall. WOW is what I can utter. You need to be there to experience it. Speaking of water, hahahah I pity Raja lah I sneak behind him and throw a handful of sand at him hahaha you should saw his face and Keneth face as well when the four of us sabo him with sand pity his shirt lah become dirty full of sand. Kenneth are quite funny go waterfall but rarely submerge in the water keep standing there with shirt on some more .Andrew very funny lah keep pressing unlock button on my phone thinking it the camera button. hahahha funny

I could help to notice how green the environment when I hike it kind of remind me how citified I had. I had become too occupied with the city life like playing PC games reading manga and etc to forgotten how relief it is to see God's creation and how delightful it is to communicate with nature the floor was carpet by roots and the area was cover with tree instead of sky scarping building we normally see. I It remind me that for once I can be myself show the real me. I really like that place and the hiking, though I must admit honesty(my greatest strength) that at some point I gotten afraid when facing a steep road I was contain by fear until my bros help me get down I am grateful for them and sorry to drag them down I move too slow but that what you get by not exercising often. Tommy very bad one Iwhen i said a stone look beautiful he keep throwing them down the stream. But quite funny hahahaha

List of cool guys arrange arrcordingly:

1.

Andrew Ong(Brain)

2.

Andrew Stephan

PAIKUAT CHING KING

ULTRAMEN IS HERE! BAD GUY BEWARE!!!

Life?

Nothing is consistent. things exist as if they not. Life is meaningless. If you want me to describe life I will only said it like the dust in the air. The dust appear to be solid and reachable but when you try to reach it disappear. What we always try to reach often is meaningless serve no greater purpose but self gratification purpose. If i could choose I prefer to never wake up from my sleep at least the dream in sleep isn't a nightmare. So things must sought as things are not, life must live as life is not. All things are illusion only, this include life itself. The most solid things are dreams and illusion not reality for reality is cruel left no place for the lessen one only for the great people. Dream can last for eternal a dream where no pain can feel no problem will remember only sweat memory . In dream comfort is feel not discomfort. pain is treat as pain is not in dream in live joy is treat as pain it is. If i am dreaming I hope I woke up to be in another dream