FAILURE

I AM SUCH A FAILURE. I FAIL AT ALMOST EVERYTHING. IT SEEM WHATEVER I DO THERE ARE ALWAYS OBSTACLE THAT INTERFERE WITH ME, NEVER A THING I DONE IS SUCCESSFULLY ACCOMPLISHED. THOUGH MANY MY FAILURE ARE MINOR EXCEPT FOR EXCEPTIONAL FEW MAJOR FAILURE, I STILL FEEL ASHAMED OF MY SELF. FOR, THOUGH IT MAY BE UNNOTICEABLE BY OTHERS, BUT I ACTUALLY ARE AMBITIOUS. I NEVER LIKE FAILURE AND NEVER DO. I HAD AND ALWAYS HAVE STRIVE FOR THE BEST FOR ONE REASON ONLY. I ACCEPT ONLY VICTORY! HOWEVER REALITY ARE CRUEL TO ME, THE MORE I WANT VICTORY THE MORE FAILURE I ACHIEVE. IN THE END, I HAD GAIN WHAT I MOST HATE. STUDY I HAD, IMPROVE MY SELF I HAD TRIED, TO BE 1 IN EVERYTHING I DONE. ALL I HAD TRIED TO DO AND ALL HAD FAIL. I EVEN FAIL TO DELIVER SURPRISE TO my friends earlier yesterday.(WHO I SHALL NOT MENTION). I WISH I CAN BECOME MORE SUCCESSFUL