My Canvas

I been thinking lately, and I come the conclusion that I am grateful to the man upstairs, that despite my foul character. I have found friends that would stood by my side. I speak the truth, when I say when people become my friends they become a part of me, and it is always pain when friends drift apart, especially when its no one's fault but your own.


In all my years, I meet friends and bros whom I enjoyed their companies and soul sharing. Those memories are still in my mind, despite my failing memories which plague me from my youth, which is hazard in my profession. Sometimes, it unfair I feel for my friends who befriend me, as though I aged, my maturity and characters have not.

It's not like I getting younger, therefore from now on I be dedicating myself to embraced and practice responsibility and maturity which is expected of people of my age.

Sometimes, I feel so disconnect with the world, I find it hard to connect with people and open up which is my biggest issues. Well for all said and done, my journey of self betterment which start recently will never end until I become a change man by having a open door policy by opening up to those matter to me and be more sensitive with friends and family

Hypocrisy

I hate a hypocrite. If I going to be scold for something by someone I rather be scold by someone who didn't do that particular thing for habit.
Someone had lecture me about credibility and keeping one's own word. But he himself never does to me . This is a small matter not worth mentioning but I mention anyway because his policy is small things matter.
Last year I had a bet with this fellow if I drank a cup of coffee with one spoonful of salt I get one free hour of CC from him. I still remember he laugh at me as if I was a joke but I tell myself never mind since this is a bet, however I was a bit angry when he didn't belanja me CC. Not that I am desperate for that free gaming just like what he said small things matter and keeping up to one own words. The same fellow lecture me about not belanja him for the bet I lose and not being able to keep due to circumstances. The word he uses is he didn't want the free food just want me to keep my word. I was annoy by this bullshit, I mean what right does he have of scolding me for not holding my words when he doesn't that annoying pest.
Furthermore, at one time on few occasion he keep throwing tissue to my coffee and provoke me somemore. He always tell me don't make joke that hurt other feeling and not funny. There are others  things but forgotWell did he think of that when he throw tissue to my drink. I bet he think it funny, well I don't I think it annoying. It old news but I mention because he seem to forgotten and think only I am at fault. The reason I didn't mention this to him is I hate to bring up old news unlike him and I hate to be the one starting argument. Asking not to say can you remember this and that when he do the same sometimes like me.

Always want his way and always prying to things he didn't belong. He may have the intention of helping and I may need help in improving my attitude and behavior but the last thing I need is excessive control on my personal life. There are reason why I don't tell certain stuff so when I said I don't feel like telling stop probing. Stop using helping me as an excuse to pry into my life. If I need help I will ask. The other day said if I didn't tell him I wouldn't know the solution to my trouble which I already ask my other friends but he insist me telling him despite the fact I told other people and made known to him the fact. stop assuming i am an idiot and dont said you dont obviously you do by trying to solve every details of my life. I do need some personal space you know. Call me a blogger warrior if you want, just know the reason i am not arguing with you now is it too late and I don't want to have any discussion with you. You always claim I have the tendancy to debate, well you have the tendency to win at all cost so no point arguing especially when I my self is full of flaws and correcting myself but that doesn't give anybody right to control me more than my father did and my father does very well with control

Feeling

In life sometimes lesson come in either hard way or the easy way. It is said that either you learn it the hard way or the easy way. Personally I don't care as long the person giving is worthy. When I mean worthy I don't mean hypocrite and attitude of same stubbornness as me. it true I may be wrong in certain things and have attitude problem, but I don't have to take it from people whom I HAD NO RESPECT. I can never respect people who done things themselves and correct other for the same stupid thing and accusing people of crimes or things they didn't do.

I have been advise by many people but only two or three of those people I take it although I may appear not to take them seriously. But you are not one of them. I remember you accuse me of a lot of small things which I don't want to mention.

 You are suppose to be the person who advice me on certain things and correct me if I show my attitude. But all you do is expecting me to follow blindly everything you said than sorry I can't take your so call advise anymore. The reason i am not taking this out with you is because I am a person who hate confrontation. Yes it true despite the talkative personality I have I hate to ex press myself in certain ways.  Not that I am afraid or anything although you may call me so I don't care. I always get angry when people accuse me of things I didn't do or refuse to listen. I may been told to learn form you but now it is impossible. However, I do realize that my attitude still there and I shall continue to correct it myself if I had too even if everyone abandon me.

Read and Give Comment

As time past and age increase, it is more hard to ignore the fact there a higher authority out there and I don't mean the prime minister or the richest man in town No. I mean God.Yes, you heard me right it is God.The reason is simple when we were young, all we knows is cartoons and when is playtime or lunch time. However, as we grew older we somehow(I don't know how) think lots of stuff. Usually those stuff are things we can't control as in the origin of life, purpose of life, life after journey, the reason behind sickness and famine and more importantly the existence of God. This perhaps as we grows older we faces have worries such as ageing, uncertainty in career path, sorrow, rejection and etc. It certainly is a sad case to carried those burdens in our little soul with the idea that we just popped out of nowhere to have this burden than we were created by higher Authority for higher purpose.When there people, there is diversity of ideas. This is common especially in a community as large as city. Thus, having lots of ideology  philosophy and religion stuff to your face is common. But once a wise person(I hope he wise) said all belief are interconnected and contain some truth which upon understanding will bring us to a belief with the whole truth.


I personally is a Christian, so where I stand and believed is not hard to understand. While being Christian is a enjoying responsible as Christian we had lots of things we tend to consider when associating with one another. One of these things are the question is if people really can visit heaven or hell and can prophesize and if so how do we know which is true. Consider this, you been prophesized by numerous people saying different things and it could not all be true right since each one contradicting one another. 
I believe in prophecy but to know who is real prophet and differentiate prophecy real or fake is the problem

"Their imaginary dreams are flagrant lies that lead my people to sin. I did not send or appoint them, and they have no message at all for my people. I, the Lord have spoken! Jeremiah 23: 30-32

'The problem is, in the hands of a fruitless Christian, the prophecy will tend to get warped into something other than God’s original intention. Prophecy is meant to strengthen, encourage, and comfort, (1Co 14.3) but in the hands of a fruitless Christian, it will be used to tear down, humiliate, and manipulate.

Non-Christian “prophets” are also known as psychics, mediums, channelers, fortune-tellers, astrologers, and all sorts of things. Many of them will claim to be Christians, wear crosses, quote bible, and speak Christianese, but largely they’re just using Christian props; they have no more of a relationship with Jesus than any pagan.

These folks don’t get their information from the Holy Spirit. They get it from other spirits, or from objects: rods, stones, cards, crystals, whatever. They might use those objects as props—much like we Christians sometimes use prayer props—to help them make contact with the spirits they talk to. But there’s the problem: They’re talking to spirits. Not God.

While those spirits might be quite knowledgeable, they aren’t, like God, only interested in our good. We don’t know their motives. We only know that God told us to stay away from fortune-tellers, (Dt 18.10-14) so the spirits that work with them, knowing that God prohibited this behavior, can’t be up to anything good. Best to stay away.'

Who was in Charge?
First of all, God came to the prophet on His own terms. Sometimes, God came after earnest prayer, most often He came when he wanted to. The prophet did not have God on a string, coming at his every call. Therefore, there were relatively few visions which were spread far apart. This does not mean that a prophet cannot get a vision every day or after every earnest prayer. But frequent visions were not the pattern. 

This is different from current channellers and psychics. They call up God at will. Become possessed at will. Ask "god" stupid questions and get equally stupid answers. Often, these gods have no problems encouraging people to commit adultery or to consult with the dead. Curiously, they seem to have a big problem with "narrow minded" people who obey the word of God in the Bible.

Scope and Content of the Vision
Finally, the visions were generally of national or cosmic consequences. God definitely gave messages to individuals, especially rulers. He gave messages of comfort, warning and deliverance to His people. He sometimes sent prophets to people of other beliefs because they were in danger of coming under His judgement. 
But the vast majority of visions were not, or never about, what shoes I should buy, what dress I should wear, whom I should marry, what job I should take, what to eat for dinner and utter nonsense about decisions that people should be able to make about their own lives.

But some false prophets appear to be frequently accurate, this is possible through at least three different methods:

1. Trick or magic using either science or technology.
2. Statistics and psychology. Through their art of communication, they can extract information from you. Or, their predictions are so general they will probably fit your situation. By observing your personality, they can immediately tell how you think and what are some of the problems that you most likely have. I can do this quite easily.
3. By their direct association with agents in the The Unseen World, gain the ability to acquire some supernatural knowledge and thus become false prophets. But because they are false prophets, their accuracy is not 100% and they blatantly contradict the Bible.

There are only three known methods by which God has given messages to the prophets.

• Direct face to face communication. God spoke to Moses in this manner.
• Dreams while the prophet is asleep.
• Visions when the prophet is awake.

Therefore, reading tea leaves, palms, stars, crystal balls and other devices are not allowed. 

I read Hagin’s book less than a year after I became a Christian, and was almost taken in by it. Thankfully, toward the end of the book, another quotation of Jesus gave me second thoughts. Jesus supposedly said this to Hagin: “If you will learn to follow this inward witness, I will help you in all the affairs of your life. If my children will listen to me, I will make them wealthy.”7 Even as a new Christian, who had scarcely begun my Biblical studies, I knew something was wrong with a Jesus who told Kenneth Hagin that He would make all Christians wealthy if they just followed an “inward witness” that was supposedly the voice of God! The Jesus of the Bible taught “Blessed are you who are poor, for yours is the kingdom of God” (Luke 6:20). Maybe this “Jesus” who appeared to Kenneth Hagin and threatened to kill pastors who wouldn’t listen and promised to make Christians wealthy if they would was not the Biblical Jesus! I decided to lay Hagin’s book aside and study the Bible. Especially since on the last page of Hagin’s book, Jesus supposedly told him that Christians were in charge of their own personal angels and were to directly order them around to do things like get money for us.8
Visiting Hell

Mary Baxter, an ordained Church of God minister, claims to have received new revelations and to have been commission by Jesus himself to write these so that the “world” will know them.9 Her book is replete with first person, direct quotations from Jesus, which she claims to be true and authoritative. She quotes Jesus, “My child, I will take you into hell by My Spirit, and I will show you many things which I want the world to know. I will appear to you many times; I will take your spirit out of your body and will actually take you to hell.
Baxter claims that Jesus revealed to her that hell is shaped like a woman’s body and resides in the middle of the earth. She writes, “Jesus spoke again, ‘Hell has a body (like a human form) lying on her back in the centre of the earth. Hell is shaped like a human — body very large and with many chambers of torment.’”11 didn't He inspire the Biblical writers to include this information in the Bible? And also, why wait until the twentieth century and reveal this to an American Pentecostal?
Since hell is supposedly in the form of a human body, Jesus took Baxter on a tour, one anatomical component at a time, starting with the left leg. In this compartment of hell are many individual pits with fire and brimstone with each pit holding a lost soul in the form of a skeleton crawling with worms, with a grey mist inside.12 On their tour, Jesus would bring Mary Baxter to individual souls in torment and they would conduct what amounted to an interview. The interviews reveal how and why these people were in hell. Here and elsewhere in the book, people in hell either reveal what they had done, or Jesus would tell them what they had done. They would also cry out to Jesus for mercy, but He would tell them it was too late and they should have repented when they were alive. As a result, His presence and discussions with them added to their torment and they often cursed Him when He refused to help.13
The compartments of hell did not contain human inhabitants alone. Satan himself dwelt there with a mass of demons each having appearances such as grizzly bears, monkeys, and various grotesque forms.14However, in contrast to the tormented human souls, the demons seem to be having a good time. Essentially, they are able to go about their evil business, be it discharging the commands of Satan or tormenting the souls of the damned.
Consider this description of Satan in hell: “Satan was standing with his back to us, and he was all aflame. But he was not being burned; rather, it was he who caused the fire. Now he stood engulfed in the flames, enjoying the cries of these poor, lost souls. As Satan moved his arms, great balls of fire shot from him.”25She further describes the situation: “Satan walked through the flames, and they could not burn him.”26Contrast this with the Gospels where Jesus indicated that the fire of hell was prepared for the devil, not that he was in charge of it and not touched by the fire. For example, “Then He will also say to those on His left, ‘Depart from Me, accursed ones, into the eternal fire which has been prepared for the devil and his angels’” (Matthew 25:41).
The idea that Satan is in charge of hell and enjoying the process of inflicting various torments on people is a fictitious notion that comes from popular folk religion but is not taught in the Bible. Part of the problem with Baxter’s book is that it never makes a clear distinction between hades and gehnna. Hades is the Greek word in the New Testament that is used for the place where the lost go upon death, awaiting the resurrection of the body for the final judgement. Gehnna is the final abode of the lost, which is also called the “lake of fire.” In Revelation 20 we find that hades is thrown into the lake of fire: “And the sea gave up the dead which were in it, and death and Hades gave up the dead which were in them; and they were judged, every one of them according to their deeds. And death and Hades were thrown into the lake of fire. This is the second death, the lake of fire” (Revelation 20:13,14).

A biblical Christian might say that he would compare what they say with what is presented in the Scriptures about Heaven. If it rings true to the Word of God, then it must be true. Well, yes and no. Yes, it must be true to Scripture. What is presented certainly cannot be at odds with what the Bible teaches about Heaven; nevertheless, just because it conforms to Scripture doesn't prove that the person's declaration or experience of being in Heaven actually took place.
I know a good deal about Heaven from my study of the Bible. If I told you that I had recently visited there and only communicated what I knew was recorded in the Bible about it, you couldn't object to what I said on the basis of my being biblically inaccurate. Accuracy, however, is not the only criterion for biblical discernment. There are many other instructions and examples that we must take into consideration. For example, the Apostle Paul tells us in 2 Corinthians 12 of a "man in Christ" (no doubt Paul himself) who was caught up to Heaven. He didn't know at the time whether it was an experience in which his spirit had left his body, or a vision while his spirit remained in his body. Nevertheless, he states that what he saw and heard in paradise was not lawful for a man to utter. Paul's experience was followed by a humbling infirmity, which he states that God allowed him to suffer "lest any man should think of me above that which he seeth me to be, or that he heareth of me. And lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations..." (2 Corinthians:12:6-7)

That isn't always the case in Scripture. The Apostle John obviously was given permission to declare what he witnessed in Heaven in the Book of Revelation. This would seemingly apply as well to the writer of the Book of Job."

Too many links, lazy but  to put the proper referencing system, so some will be using Ong referencing system. Anyway you all know where to look ya to double confirm what I wrote.

http://cicministry.org/commentary/issue54.htm

http://www.thebereancall.org/content/heaven-real-real-exercise-discernment-0

http://www.ackcity.net/godswarning.htm

http://morechrist.blogspot.com/2010/11/prophecy-and-identifying-fake-prophets.html

http://www.teachinghearts.org/dre03prophecynotes.html

Critical Issues Commentary.Visisting Heaven and Hell.[online] Available at: <http://cicministry.org/commentary/issue54.htm> [Accessed 16/1/2013]

Random Post

Our faith is different from other faith. Though we have also rules to follow like other faith but what different is that we know why we follow those rules. Not just follow blindly. Indeed, often in our walk with God, we forgot why we do the things we do and don't do the things we don't do. The things that make me do what I do is not completely the fear of punishment or wanting reward it is because LOVE.

Let us share Christ and not Christianity. Even Gandhi, father of India said Give me Jesus but take away your Christianity. Indeed, sometimes in our eagerness to do the right things that we do the wrong things instead by doing the right things. Often the right things we think is right is actually not. In our walk with God, we must always remind ourselves lets become more Christ-likeness not Christians.

A lot people are saying the things the bible said like guard your tongue as the tongue  speak so the heart manifest and etc are works since we are forgiven dy or we can do lots of stuff since we are already forgiven and others stuff. It is because we love God, that we don't do certain stuff not simply because somewhere in the bible said no. If we follow rules without understand the meaning behind them then aren't we doing the same things as other religions? People often said as new believer, we no need follow the Ten Commandment because it work we don't work for our salvation. When I heard that I always said yes we don't do it out of work we do it out of love. It is because we love our neighbor that we don't rob them  and we don't worship other God because we love Heavenly Father not just simply we told to do so.

Love- The only Commandment

The Ten Commandment, it require every christian to follow them. Most people disagree, saying that is religion, we Chirstian are no longer bound by that commanments.


My friends, religion is doing what you don't know. So if you are following the commandments without knowing why than that is religion and you might as well don't do it.

The Ten Commandment to me is commandments of love. Commands which given and must be follow not through blind obidience motivate by fear , but rather obidience motivate by love.
For all those things naturally are things we don't normally do when we them. I mean if you love God, would you worship idols?


Never put the blames on spirits and devil whenever somethings wrong happened to you. I had heard of people saying devil tempt them to do wrongs things and put the blame on the devil for the wrong things they did. Seriously, these people should know, that sometimes when you face hardship it is just because it either part of life and should be accepted in a Christian manners or it is so the glory of God can be shown.

KKKKKKK

" If you shoot me, I am going to heaven. If not, I am going to church". This simple statement changed or rather reinforce my view on my belief. Such words are words from a married women whose husband tried to stop her from going church..These are the words we all should have whenever we are obstruct from going to church. Some people went through all their life thinking the reasons they held on to their beliefs are family and the community they lived in.

I personally slightly disagreed. True those are factors that influence you in choosing your belief, but the main reason why me or anyone hold on to their belief is and should be because personal conviction. It not just because I associate with many people of certain faith, but rather because I found that the belief I hold on to is truly means something for me.

In life, there are sometimes a need and necessary to make a stand not just in your belief but in your principles as well. No matter the cost, even if you have to stand alone.

For doing the right things are the only right things a guy can do.

Change

Now and then, we must always remind ourselevs that changes first must begin in ourselves before we bring changes to the world and other peoples.  'Be the change you want to see in the world'. by Mahatma Gadhi was pershaps a statement we should all remember. All changes begin we ousrselves. We all heard people complains all the times about how unbearable theirs friends or family are right and how they tried to change them and unsuccessful. The reason is simple you are not the only one who think the other person need to change. To the other person, you are the other person. Instead of trying to change others to become better, try instead of changing yourselves. this may be the only way of changing others. Often, the reason your friends or family behaves certains way are probably because of how you behaves and what you do.

 As said in the bible Matthew 7: 3 Why do you look at the speck that is in your brother’s eye, but do not notice the log that is in your own eye?
First look whithin yourself and change yourselves befores trying to change others or world. Like Mahatma Gadhi said be the change you want to see in the world

An article

Around May, I saw a goup of people wearing bright clothing which looked red to me, traveling around by Lrt and perhaps other form of public transport. As a journalist, this strange phenomena intrigue me as one's does not see groups of people wearing bright clothings traveling by LRT. That strange sight remind me of R.U.N event, therfore I thought those people are participants of R.U.N. However, R.U.N was  long over at that time. So I was not sure if it is R.U.N or not, or is it some kind of race which is similar to R.U.N. So I asked those participants and few of my friends. One's of my friends thought I was refering to people who attend some event by UMNO. Turned out, the evnt which I witness, was T.O.U.R 4 orgnised by MYFC. MYFC stand for Malaysia Youth For Christ. T.O.U.R 4 Tourist is kind of like a amazing grace which required the participator to travelled around with LRT, monerail and involved with challenging game. So today when my friend mentioned about me mistaken that the  UMNO event for R.U.N like event . Even though I explained that it was definately not some UMNO event, but event which is similar to R.U.N Net, he insisted I was wrong just because I could not remembered the organizer's name at that time and my ability of conveying information is sometimes wrong and inaccurate or misleading. I must admit these habit had destroy my credibility and I must change them. However, it hurt me emotionally to be denied of facts that I am sure its true. Sure sometimes my information may be inaccurate either entirely or partially, that does not mean I will forever wrong. Beside, I always apologize for wrong information which I given and offered explanation.

Serenity Prayer

" GOD please grant me the serenity to accept things

 I ccan't change and change things I can and

 wisdom to know the difference between them."

This prayer had remind me that in our life things just happened- good and bad. So, we must always accepted whatever things that comes to us if we can, if cannot just accept.

Amazing night

This morning I woke up at 8 something feeling that God is very real and speak in many ways. I had a wonderful dream. In the dream, I was surprised, so surprise that I woke up from my sleep. I had dreams before but this dream I just had was more vivid, clear and left n impression in my mind. To think just yesterday I was talking to God in my prayer that I find myself hard to fully believed vision and dreams that other people had, since I never had one before. Before this, I heard that my friend had a vision or sign from GOD in her sleep. I heard that it is one of many sign she had. I did not fully believed as I never had one or if I did have one before I forgot. Anyway, yesterday I dream that I was checking my mail than some random fellow which I think is stranger email me and I think I reply a couple of mail. I thinks the conversation was centered on Christian.I had a little rest after checking my mail, then my younger sister ask me do I know the fellow who email me. I surprised and have a look at the mail she indicate. To my surprise the mail was address to my gmail and in the mail mention my name which surprised me as I did not give out my real name in my sleep. What really shocked me was, that the name of the person who send me had suddenly change to Most High. It is at this point I woke up. Too bad I cannot recall what was in the mail, before I received the last mail which I mention that the name changed to Most High and my name is included in the mail. However, this left question in my head; did GOD gave me this dream to tell me that do not doubted the dream which is sign from heaven according to her which I heard since before this I questioned about it or GOD is trying to tell me HE can send vision and dream to people and what was in the mail before the last one, is that message for me from GOD?

Miracle of healing

I had always heard of miracles of healing. However, I always have doubt, since I can't determined the truth of the person injury. However over the times, there are a few case of healing I came to have more trust on. For example, the healing of a almost blind girl in my college and the health restore. According to my friends(I was not there when it happened) the girl whose one eye was blind(if I am not mistaken) was healed by the Lord after she was prayed for.

The one whose health was restore was one of my mother's church member. A person whom my mother had been trying to let him know more of Christianity. I know not of that person personally, however my mother said he drinks and smoked heavily to the point that he have only months to lived because of liver failure.  However the Lords show mercy and grace. Though he is said that his liver damage is irreversible and cannot be heal or cure by doctors, his liver according to the last medical test conduct by the doctors was healed after he was pray by pastors and  sisters and brothers of the church. The lord had done the impossible.The good lord show mercy and grace to everyone. He heal even those who had sin by defied their body. Prayers does work. Blind eyes healed and health restore. 

Puzzle

I had been a Christian for a long time. Being a person who had little or no social activities, I have lots of times to ponder and think about things. Things that concerned about religion, philosophy and logic thinking always popped into my mind. However not all question I've taken them seriously, some just comes or ignore, others left their imprints in me.I guess that happened when you have lots of free time and don't know what to do. One of these question are about offering and cross. 

In my christian life, I had attended many services and missed many of it too. But one things I notice it the service during Sabath day run routinely. there is always the prayers, then the worship- singing hymn which followed by offering collecting and finally sermon. After sermon prayer is prayed before everyone leave. When it time for offering, I had always wonder how the money is used. Some church I know, do charity work and community work that require lots of money to do, but how about those churches that has does not involved in such activities. I had heard that some people who opt for full time ministering or missionary are being paid by the church. It is very noble and faithful to do so but should they been paid for it? I mean minister in biblical time never receive salary.They earn the money themselves. I mean Paul is a tent maker, the twelve disciple are fishermen, even Jesus, son of god is a carpenter. So why nowadays some people get paid for ministering? 

Some other thing bother me also. the cross that had been placed in worshiping hall in some churches. I have read the tenth commandment. one of the commandments clearly said no idolatry. Some people said the cross is to remind them about salvation and Jesus died to save our sin. Yes it is not wrong to remembered Jesus death save us. But can't it be done other way, taking the Holy Communion for example? Isn't praying, singing in from of the cross consider idolatry?

Isaiah 45:7: 
I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the LORD do all these things.


It is clearly state in the bible that He alone create all things that is good and all things that is evil. So I personally think it is wrong for people to said oh no The devil attack me or whatsoever. When people give the example of Job as aid to their argument, they didn't realize that the devil only act with God consent like what happened in Job. Job only under attacked when God give permission. So rather than said some spirit attack me or things similar to it, I think it is better to take any bad situation(bad things that happened to you) as challenge from God and ask for His help and see that if you done anything wrong to deserve bad things happened to you. Sometimes bad things happened to us as a warning from God, if you keep blaming the other spirit for bad situation you be like pushing responsibility. It is like saying one didn't deserve a beating when one's broke a glasses. It is easier to said this and that cause this then admit your mistake and change your ways or improve yourself. 


I know people who think that when one's angry/sad it is because that the spirit of anger enter that's person and then start praying to cast out the spirit of anger. In my opinion it is not wrong to pray but one must realize that it is absurd to blame everything on evil spirit. If that fellow get angry for no reason then maybe you can pray to cast out the spirit of anger. But if you done something to provoke that person then it is you who cause his anger not some spirit.If I were to tore a person book intentionally and he get angry is it that the spirit of anger enter that person or is it that I cause his/her anger?
I think people should stop blaming everything on the evil spirit. When things go wrong, they need to take responsibility, think of a solution and act and pray for help not just praying to cast spirit and do nothing.
If I am wrong please anyone correct me

Haven't think of title yet any idea?

What influence one's person life are his perception. Perhaps you had heard before the expression of empty glass and full glass of water. You can be thankful at having a glass of water or grumble at having only half glass of water instead of a full. Life is always better when one look at the better side, no point grumbling right might as well appreciate for what you had that emo at what you don't have. 

The greatest display of courage is perhaps facing one own challenges instead of others challenges. It easy to have courage when you are helping others but hard when you are facing the challenge. Reason is simple because you know exactly how much risks you taking when making a decision, could be financial and etc. When you understand the risk you will afraid of making decision for fear of the consequences. What if I do this? What if I do that? I should had done this. All ths thought will clouded your decision and at the end of the day you probably decided not to do anything at all. So The most braveful person is the one who able to face failure not just overcome things but to face the consequences that his action brought 

Temporary Employment

I had been feeling bore and unproductive during my vacation from studies. I am so use to my routine in college that I was unable to feel alive away from my usual routine- Da kei, study, and socializing with friends and mourning . If there was something for me to do I guess things would be better. Anything; family trip, work( I couldn’t find any job as it already middle of the month after my sem) or anything to distract me. I guess this is what made us human. Humans are after all habitual being, they are only comfortable in doing routine stuff. I guess I was over adaptive

Then out of the sky, Ny mother requests my natural, born-with leadership skill in her shop as a supervisor. It’s is laundry shop that packed with clients all the time and require great accounting skill ( which I posses) and leadership skill to increase productivity. So I said why not since I wasn’t doing anything I could learn something from it as well. it been a while since I assist my mother in her shop.

No matter how many times I work there, I always felt like the first time I work there-amuse and cautious. The customers which came by to have their laundry wash are quite amusing. Some of them was demanding their laundry in child like manner striking the counter childishly and yelling like a child. I was amuse and scare at the same time. Feeling fear that he bringing trouble and amuse by his comical behavior as well. Of course the fact the workers explain to me that he not angry or anything just the way he is help too.

But some are don right rude. Some just give you the weird stare and talk like you are some second class citizen. But I guess that just normal as well given the fact that I seldom being there.

The most troublesome is I have to guard the cash box and record book. It a troublesome job as I had to look out for any fast swindling that the workers might pull. I had to record every transactions being done a trouble job indeed considering many customer come in and out and only one me in the counter .

However at the ends of day, I learn quite a lot. I learn not to judge at first value. People who seem bad can be good and vice versa and learn that working in any way is hard. After observe how hard my mother and workers works  it teach me that Money doesn’t grow on tree, it come by every sweat and blood.  Saving every penny for their family when their own needs are ignore sure teach me the value of money Guess I should less da kei

Awesome men with the Ong outing

Awesome men outing

8/5/2010. A date I could never forgot ever until the end of the world. It made me think what am I doing until now? What laborious life had turned me into? It is a wonderful day indeed. It reconnected me to nature as my DNA was Seriously I had never feel this refresh before That day my friends and I had an outing in Sungai Kancing. It all started when we(me, Raja,Andrew Stephan and Keneth) talking about outing that we fail to organised in the past. than one guy suggested Sungai Kancing as a our outing for us to chill before assignment or course work begin to pill up. that guy is Tommy

 made to. It is a day where I and my friends had an outing in Sungai Kancing. 

  

I thank him and Kenneth for that and for providing transport to me. The natural surrounding made me feel good. I enjoy the outing. though a bit tiring. I feel like muscle cramp when we were walking through the hill took all my strength I was surprise I still can swim and play with water. Speaking of water, I feel the need to announce that the water was crystal clear man and I never saw such a graceful waterfall. WOW is what I can utter. You need to be there to experience it. Speaking of water, hahahah I pity Raja lah I sneak behind him and throw a handful of sand at him hahaha you should saw his face and Keneth face as well when the four of us sabo him with sand pity his shirt lah become dirty full of sand. Kenneth are quite funny go waterfall but rarely submerge in the water keep standing there with shirt on some more .Andrew very funny lah keep pressing unlock button on my phone thinking it the camera button. hahahha funny

I could help to notice how green the environment when I hike it kind of remind me how citified I had. I had become too occupied with the city life like playing PC games reading manga and etc to forgotten how relief it is to see God's creation and how delightful it is to communicate with nature the floor was carpet by roots and the area was cover with tree instead of sky scarping building we normally see. I It remind me that for once I can be myself show the real me. I really like that place and the hiking, though I must admit honesty(my greatest strength) that at some point I gotten afraid when facing a steep road I was contain by fear until my bros help me get down I am grateful for them and sorry to drag them down I move too slow but that what you get by not exercising often. Tommy very bad one Iwhen i said a stone look beautiful he keep throwing them down the stream. But quite funny hahahaha

List of cool guys arrange arrcordingly:

1.

Andrew Ong(Brain)

2.

Andrew Stephan

PAIKUAT CHING KING

ULTRAMEN IS HERE! BAD GUY BEWARE!!!

Life?

Nothing is consistent. things exist as if they not. Life is meaningless. If you want me to describe life I will only said it like the dust in the air. The dust appear to be solid and reachable but when you try to reach it disappear. What we always try to reach often is meaningless serve no greater purpose but self gratification purpose. If i could choose I prefer to never wake up from my sleep at least the dream in sleep isn't a nightmare. So things must sought as things are not, life must live as life is not. All things are illusion only, this include life itself. The most solid things are dreams and illusion not reality for reality is cruel left no place for the lessen one only for the great people. Dream can last for eternal a dream where no pain can feel no problem will remember only sweat memory . In dream comfort is feel not discomfort. pain is treat as pain is not in dream in live joy is treat as pain it is. If i am dreaming I hope I woke up to be in another dream

Careful

This is why when people ask where your phone were, you don't said is not with you

Dont Know leh

Life is like food. Food which define tasty and delicious in any corner of this world are food that speak of unbearable odor and terrible taste such as Chinese Smelly touhu and French smelly Blue Cheese or oyster. To an infant taste they are unbearable, but to adult they are to die for. Life is the same. The best life are which full of prosecution and trial. Those who said their life is peaceful at the same time saying they had not live their life to the fullest. They are peaceful because they chose the life of the ordinary, choosing to live only for tomorrow instead for achieving greater things. For trial only came those who defile the the order of the world doing what people never dream of. Prof others that what is impossible is possible. When Galilee said the world is round the world is saying its flat. Dream of things that never done and do things that is near impossible and trust in the Lord. For all great things can be done through Him.
Do things you always wanted and face consequences. There are people in this world who force their idea on you, stand in the way of your ambition and your dreams which could be your loves one or friends who always said you could not achieve this or that even stop you. But remember your life are short, you never know when you will die so no matter what obstruct you from your dream obstruct them do what you always wanted and dream what others couldn't.