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What influence one's person life are his perception. Perhaps you had heard before the expression of empty glass and full glass of water. You can be thankful at having a glass of water or grumble at having only half glass of water instead of a full. Life is always better when one look at the better side, no point grumbling right might as well appreciate for what you had that emo at what you don't have. 

The greatest display of courage is perhaps facing one own challenges instead of others challenges. It easy to have courage when you are helping others but hard when you are facing the challenge. Reason is simple because you know exactly how much risks you taking when making a decision, could be financial and etc. When you understand the risk you will afraid of making decision for fear of the consequences. What if I do this? What if I do that? I should had done this. All ths thought will clouded your decision and at the end of the day you probably decided not to do anything at all. So The most braveful person is the one who able to face failure not just overcome things but to face the consequences that his action brought 

Temporary Employment

I had been feeling bore and unproductive during my vacation from studies. I am so use to my routine in college that I was unable to feel alive away from my usual routine- Da kei, study, and socializing with friends and mourning . If there was something for me to do I guess things would be better. Anything; family trip, work( I couldn’t find any job as it already middle of the month after my sem) or anything to distract me. I guess this is what made us human. Humans are after all habitual being, they are only comfortable in doing routine stuff. I guess I was over adaptive

Then out of the sky, Ny mother requests my natural, born-with leadership skill in her shop as a supervisor. It’s is laundry shop that packed with clients all the time and require great accounting skill ( which I posses) and leadership skill to increase productivity. So I said why not since I wasn’t doing anything I could learn something from it as well. it been a while since I assist my mother in her shop.

No matter how many times I work there, I always felt like the first time I work there-amuse and cautious. The customers which came by to have their laundry wash are quite amusing. Some of them was demanding their laundry in child like manner striking the counter childishly and yelling like a child. I was amuse and scare at the same time. Feeling fear that he bringing trouble and amuse by his comical behavior as well. Of course the fact the workers explain to me that he not angry or anything just the way he is help too.

But some are don right rude. Some just give you the weird stare and talk like you are some second class citizen. But I guess that just normal as well given the fact that I seldom being there.

The most troublesome is I have to guard the cash box and record book. It a troublesome job as I had to look out for any fast swindling that the workers might pull. I had to record every transactions being done a trouble job indeed considering many customer come in and out and only one me in the counter .

However at the ends of day, I learn quite a lot. I learn not to judge at first value. People who seem bad can be good and vice versa and learn that working in any way is hard. After observe how hard my mother and workers works  it teach me that Money doesn’t grow on tree, it come by every sweat and blood.  Saving every penny for their family when their own needs are ignore sure teach me the value of money Guess I should less da kei

Awesome men with the Ong outing

Awesome men outing

8/5/2010. A date I could never forgot ever until the end of the world. It made me think what am I doing until now? What laborious life had turned me into? It is a wonderful day indeed. It reconnected me to nature as my DNA was Seriously I had never feel this refresh before That day my friends and I had an outing in Sungai Kancing. It all started when we(me, Raja,Andrew Stephan and Keneth) talking about outing that we fail to organised in the past. than one guy suggested Sungai Kancing as a our outing for us to chill before assignment or course work begin to pill up. that guy is Tommy

 made to. It is a day where I and my friends had an outing in Sungai Kancing. 

  

I thank him and Kenneth for that and for providing transport to me. The natural surrounding made me feel good. I enjoy the outing. though a bit tiring. I feel like muscle cramp when we were walking through the hill took all my strength I was surprise I still can swim and play with water. Speaking of water, I feel the need to announce that the water was crystal clear man and I never saw such a graceful waterfall. WOW is what I can utter. You need to be there to experience it. Speaking of water, hahahah I pity Raja lah I sneak behind him and throw a handful of sand at him hahaha you should saw his face and Keneth face as well when the four of us sabo him with sand pity his shirt lah become dirty full of sand. Kenneth are quite funny go waterfall but rarely submerge in the water keep standing there with shirt on some more .Andrew very funny lah keep pressing unlock button on my phone thinking it the camera button. hahahha funny

I could help to notice how green the environment when I hike it kind of remind me how citified I had. I had become too occupied with the city life like playing PC games reading manga and etc to forgotten how relief it is to see God's creation and how delightful it is to communicate with nature the floor was carpet by roots and the area was cover with tree instead of sky scarping building we normally see. I It remind me that for once I can be myself show the real me. I really like that place and the hiking, though I must admit honesty(my greatest strength) that at some point I gotten afraid when facing a steep road I was contain by fear until my bros help me get down I am grateful for them and sorry to drag them down I move too slow but that what you get by not exercising often. Tommy very bad one Iwhen i said a stone look beautiful he keep throwing them down the stream. But quite funny hahahaha

List of cool guys arrange arrcordingly:

1.

Andrew Ong(Brain)

2.

Andrew Stephan

PAIKUAT CHING KING

ULTRAMEN IS HERE! BAD GUY BEWARE!!!

Life?

Nothing is consistent. things exist as if they not. Life is meaningless. If you want me to describe life I will only said it like the dust in the air. The dust appear to be solid and reachable but when you try to reach it disappear. What we always try to reach often is meaningless serve no greater purpose but self gratification purpose. If i could choose I prefer to never wake up from my sleep at least the dream in sleep isn't a nightmare. So things must sought as things are not, life must live as life is not. All things are illusion only, this include life itself. The most solid things are dreams and illusion not reality for reality is cruel left no place for the lessen one only for the great people. Dream can last for eternal a dream where no pain can feel no problem will remember only sweat memory . In dream comfort is feel not discomfort. pain is treat as pain is not in dream in live joy is treat as pain it is. If i am dreaming I hope I woke up to be in another dream

Careful

This is why when people ask where your phone were, you don't said is not with you

Dont Know leh

Life is like food. Food which define tasty and delicious in any corner of this world are food that speak of unbearable odor and terrible taste such as Chinese Smelly touhu and French smelly Blue Cheese or oyster. To an infant taste they are unbearable, but to adult they are to die for. Life is the same. The best life are which full of prosecution and trial. Those who said their life is peaceful at the same time saying they had not live their life to the fullest. They are peaceful because they chose the life of the ordinary, choosing to live only for tomorrow instead for achieving greater things. For trial only came those who defile the the order of the world doing what people never dream of. Prof others that what is impossible is possible. When Galilee said the world is round the world is saying its flat. Dream of things that never done and do things that is near impossible and trust in the Lord. For all great things can be done through Him.
Do things you always wanted and face consequences. There are people in this world who force their idea on you, stand in the way of your ambition and your dreams which could be your loves one or friends who always said you could not achieve this or that even stop you. But remember your life are short, you never know when you will die so no matter what obstruct you from your dream obstruct them do what you always wanted and dream what others couldn't.

la morte è un arte che significare la metamorfosi del corpo di decadimento di una vita significativa

God's Gift

What we are is God's gift to us. What we become is our gift to God. therefore we must be polishing our gift given by God to good use. when people said they are nothing it means they are. because you are given the power to change the world if you cant achieve something with God's given ability it mean the problems is in you for didn't make full use of God's gift. God's creation is perfect. It is men who make themselves imperfect
we are given a good brain full of power to change the world. see from using stones to guns. We had evolve. however not at the same pace? so why? we are made perfectly what slow us down -we.
so make full use of God's gift and stop complain

1 DAY AT NEW YEAR

Yesterday for the first time i had enjoy my New Year. Its a new New Year experience unlike before.I feel less lonly in New Year fir the first time in my life. I dont know what crept onto me. That partucular day I was invited to Lawyat so that two of my friends-E and T can purchase things that they desire-mainly computer assesories and T would have COMPANION when travel back. For the split second, I was shock as if my body was shot by lightning. I dont know what to do as I have to study for great justice and in my heart i know prety well that i couldnt miss one day of studying. therefore in my mind i have deduct a very reasonable answer-reject them! However my body doesnt allow me to however hard I tried. I tried to said NO in my heart but in the end i found i was agree to their request, despite having A LOT OF WORK TO DO. maybe deep down in my subconcuis, i have unfufil wishes which crep in this ealier sem which i try to fufil even now.

No need to said being student we couldnt afford any other transport than bus. After we reach there my back was sore like i been stomp by a giant. Then with them i travel through the whole buiding and at the end of the day my leg and my soul was sore. Further with my fatigue body and mind, i was force.......i mean invite to countdown at Andrew T.O.D church. after a short meeting at Agape Christian house.(AGAPE christian house is in Taman Bunga Raya near Tarc, go visit while it sill in one pieceK...r...n a resident there had announce that she attempt to do some magic in the kits=chen there. i seriously concern for the house well being). the most tiring is singing for four hours. I even sleep there!!


Ironically, I FEEL HAPPY FOR THAT PARTICULAR DAY