Adandon

Abandon. It is the core of my heart. From the day i step into the world i had known that i was and will be always alone. i had always and always will struggle to survive in this world which always seem to trying to devour me. i guess that doesn't matter. this give me strength and power. being alone i have to grow in every way by my self since from the begining i was alone and probably always be. Sometimes, i wish it wasnt true. i wish i had someone to share my feeling . but that someone never came. i guess i suit to be a loner more. sometimes when i gaze at the moon i always feel a feeling of belongings a feeling that similar to wolwes who scream for the feel of bonding with its pack. but i guess that day will probaly never come.